
I woke up this morning feeling very anxious and nervous. Why? Cause I knew I would swimming in a lake. I’m actually a pretty good swimmer (in a pool) but I have a pretty bad fear of swimming in oceans, lakes, etc..
We left at around 11:30am to head to Boulder, which gave me plenty of time to get situated. About 40 minutes prior to my wave I hear an announcement saying to carry your bikes and check your tires. I decided to go back and look at my bike. When I get there, there are some girls picking these spurry things out of my tires! Yup I had 2 flat tires! So I rushed the bike to the Trek tent to get my tubes fixed. Then I carry the bike back to the rack.
I decided I need to focus on the swim, so I put on my wetsuit (water temp was 62) and head down to the lake. Once at the lake, I get in and swim a little. What a horrible feeling! As soon as I put my face in the water I was breathing so heavy and didn’t know how I was going to make it through the swim. After calming down some I swam out to a floating platform. I started to calm down and figured I’d be okay.
Now its 2:30 and the guys are starting, I have 5 minutes left and head over to the start. The gun goes off and I go for it. After about 100m of freestyle I realize I’m wasting to much energy cuase I’m breathing so hard. I can’t see anything and I’m totally freaked out. I actually thought I might have to wave one of the boats over and quit. But I’m not a quitter. Then I realized I just needed to calm down and flipped over on my back. After a few minutes more of trying to do freestyle I remebered swimming as a kid on swim team and backstroke was my best stroke. So I proceeded to do the backstroke! I would get off course at times, but I think it was actually the best thing I could have done, given my situation. Its crazy that I know I can swim 2000m straight in a pool, but the lake really freaked me out. I was so happy to get out of the lake!
I ran up the beach to the transition area, took of my wetusit, washed and dried my feet, put on my socks and biking shoes and carried my bike off the parking lot (cause of the spurry things). I got out of the transition and decided to check my tires. This is when I found out that I had another flat. I didn’t know what to do and wasn’t thinking clearly at all. A guy on the sidelines helped me change it since I had a tube and CO2 with me. So that killed about 3-4 minutes of my bike time. Then it off I went and had it in my head that I was going to bike hard to try and make up some time, which I probably would have done anyway. I was also worried about another flat and just wanted to get the bike over with. I must have passed about 30 people out on the course. I was so happy to get done with 2 fully inflated tires!
Now it was time for the run, the area I should really excel at. I headed back into the transition area and changed to my running shoes. Unfortunately it was about 85 degrees out…which slowed me down. I hate heat!!!! I crossed the finish line in about 1 hour and 52 minutes, which put me at 7th in my age group. If I didn’t have that flat I think I would have been about 4th in my age group. It was just unfortunate timing!
The one thing I learned today was that I am a pretty strong biker. Once I got out there I only got passed by a few people and they were primarily guys. I think 2 girls passed me at the end.
The second thing I learned was I truly am scared of swimming in open water! And I don’t know how to get over it.